Once a snake always a snake.....

Once you told him you loved him, honestly do you know what love is?  From my perspective love to you is using people for gain, then when you are done you toss them out like yesterdays trash. You are a user, manipulator and someone that needs rehab. You have money for those things that are important to ONLY YOU... which does not include your children, or your husband when he needs you to the most you bale on him, and then use the excuse "He's not a man".  Honey is more a man than you will ever realize and has put up with your dumb ass more than anyone else will. I know you will read this and I am thankful. You know how I feel and you always have, go ahead and post some dumb meme that is absolutely the reflection of you. You are the abuser, not the victim and we all see through your tired addicted ass. You don't care about your children only in the sense that what can you get out of the situation, when it comes to them. The past is the past for a reason and you live there daily. When someone sees you for who you really are they drop you like a hot potato and move on, just like you do when you use them up.  Did you really ever love him or were you just using him until something better came along. I hope and pray that when he is done with treatment he is also done with you. You are 75 percent of the reason he has to go there. And you should be right there as well facing your own hell that you have caused. No this is not intended to be a nice blog, I mean every word I say, you are a liar, manipulator and a user and oh yeah I can't wait to hear those words you have to say to me and that is You will never see those kids again. Guess what I WILL> I Have rights too. and I will use the law to make sure I see them as often as I can. You need help and you need to grow the hell up. Stop blaming everyone else for what you bring to the table and own your own drama. You back stabbing two faced tramp.