Take the Fall.....

When will this madness end?  Your life could be changed forever. As you are pacing a room with nothing but ramblings of things that are going on, you cannot leave, you cannot just walk out and you have no control of your life right now, because of one act of a selfish self-serving person. Is God really trying to get your attention? Well, does he have it now? Not everyone can be wrong, and the life you know at this moment, are you really prepared to face the cold truth in which everyone around you has spoken?
  Life as you know it has frozen in time. The image of them taking you away as your daughter plays and your son innocently sleeps, breaks me to the core. The  hope gone in your eyes, the shame, the uncertainty, all those things going on in your mind.  Am I angry? No!!! Bitter!!! No....I believe God has been trying to clear your eyes, your mind and your soul, you just did not trust him enough to realize what your best interest as at this point in your life. You cannot save her,nor can she save you. Not sure she even wants too, no actions have shown to convince me of anything else. Again my heart broken for you, clear the thought that she will still want you if you coward to her every whim. What has she got to loose? No matter what you think, she has already manipulated you to the point of doubting yourself, your thoughts and your reasoning. You believe you deserve this life because she takes not responsibility for any of her actions.
  Get God in your life and leave the Devil alone child.  You are way more deserving than you think, YOU ARE HIS, YOU ARE A CHILD OF GOD, meant for great things. Maybe this was the only way he could show you your true worth. You were made in his image, which means you are favored, loved, wanted, cherished and important.  Step back in your faith, stop looking at the devil with rose colored glasses and see it for what it is, a stepping stone to tell others how you walked through the fire, and got your life back. My heart breaks for you! I sit up at night knowing you are safe, but wondering if you are okay. Will it be like this for the next decade of our lives? Not the life I would have chosen for you, but it is the life you have chosen.
  Know we are one phone call away, stop putting your faith in the darkness that she really is, you know the devil does not come to scare you, but to woo you, to take on beauty when in reality there is nothing there but an empty shell of nothing, no emotions, only self-serving. ]
My heart aches for you son, but I know you have to experience this so maybe you will grow up and take things as they are, not for what you think they could become.
My prayer is that this is a lesson, one with life long affects of a positive outcome. This has been one of the hardest moments in my life, and I can almost say you would agree at this point. I hear the sadness in your voice. Take your eyes off of you and direct them to GOD. To be continued..........................................